Thursday, May 1, 2008

I can feel you
All around me
Even though you
Are not here
But your promises
Are
My arms are outstreched
Towards you
And when I think
You are there,
I began to fade
Into our secret
Place
I can feel you
All around me
When we used
To be together
The angels would
Sing and sink
Into us
But that's all
Over
I can feel you
All around me
You promised that
You would never ever
Leave me
I believed you
Because I loved
You
And I thought
You loved me
I was wrong
But I can still
Feel you all around
Me
I can barely stand
With all these broken
Bones
But I'm ready to
Smile than most
Cause I know
How to believe
In the future
Though it seems
It's over with
All these broken
Bones
Caked within stone
But I'm ready to
Smile than most
Cause I know
How to believe
In the future
With all these
Stones and bruises
Blocking my path
And being so sick
Infected with
Where I live
And just wanting
To live in an empty
Bliss
But I'm ready to
Smile than most
Cause I know
How to believe
In the future

Thursday, March 20, 2008

It was my mistakes
That caused the
Pain and sorrow
To those who aren't
Immortal
Now I know there
Will be a time for
My solemn hour
And I'll face it
Cause it's the heart
Of everything
I need to open up
My eyes
To save myself from fading
Away now
I can't let go
There's a crowd in
The distance
Screaming out my
Faith
To the hands of
The immortals
At my solemn hour
And I'll face them
Cause it's the heart
Of everything
I need to open
Up my eyes
To save myself
From fading
Away now
I can't let go
I need to open
Up my eyes
I can't think
Of you
Without the pain
Of the hole
In my heart
Leaving me gasping
For breath
Like I have no lungs
I try to remember
Your voice and face
But I can barely
Remember you
I wish you would
Want me again
Oh..........
How I wish
I am nothing
But a shell
Without you my
Love

Monday, February 25, 2008

Would you mind
If I hurt you?
Understand that
I need to
Wish that I
Had other choices
Then to harm the
One that I love
What have you
Done now?
I know I better
Stop trying
There's no use
DEnyin
I won't show
Mercy on you
Now
I know I should
Stop believeing
There's no retrieving
It's over now
What have you
Done?
What have you done
Now!?
I have been waiting
For someone like
You
But now you're
Slipping away
What have you
Done
Why does fate
Make us suffer?
There's a curse
Between us
Tween me and you
Would you mind
If I killed you
Would you mind if
I tried to
Cause you have
Turned into my
Worst enemy
You carry hate
That I feel
It's over now
What have
You done
What have you
Done now
I have been
Waiting for
Someone like you
But now you are
Slipping away
What have you
Done now
Why does fate
Make us suffer?
There's a curse
Between us
Tween me and you
I will not fall
Why let it go?
We will be free
When it ends
I have been
Waiting for
Someone like you
But now you are
Slipping away
Why does fate
Make us suffer?
There's a curse
Between us
Tween me and you
Why do you seem
To haunt me
Everywhere I go?
Even though you're
Gone
Your prescence still
Lingers here
My wounds won't
Heal
My tears drip sore
There was too much
That time could
Not erase
You wiped away
All of my
Tears
Through all of
The years
You made me rise
When I fell
I still feel your
Arms
Around me
Even though you're
Gone
My wounds won't
Heal
My tears drip sore
There was too much
That time could
Not erase
I can still see
Your face
It haunts me
Everywhere I go
Why can't I
Let you go?

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Found myself today
Found myself and
Ran away
But something pulled
Me back
A voice of reason
I forgot I had
All I know is that
You're not here to
Say what you always
Used to say
But I won't give up
From this moment
To my dreams
I'll stay strong
I won't break down
Cause sooner then it
Seems
Life turns around
Seeing that bright
Light
Shining on my destiny
Shinig all the time
And I won't be
Afraid
To follow everywhere
It's taking me
All I know is that
Yesterday is gone and
Right now
I belong
From this moment to
My dreams
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner then it seems
Life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it goes wrong
When I'm standing
in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching
Over me

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

When Jack London wrote the book, Call of the Wild, he wrote it in a way that would make us think about what the call was. This is what the call is. The call of the wild is about returning to our survival instincts and living as our earliest ancestors did where only the strong survive. A dog named Buck answers this call and transforms from a pampered poodle into a hardened canine that may have been greater than the fierce wolf.

The call of the wild is about living by instincts. The being does not have any ties to anyone but itself. This being is living as nature and their ancestors genes intended for them. They are wilder and fiercer than any wild animal because the being has gone back to acting like their earliest ancestors when survival was a daily thing to accomplish. The being would be described as living up to their racial heritage to the fullest extent.

A dog named Buck answers the call of the wild and he goes from being a pampered favorite in sunny California to a hardened dog that was better than the wolf. When Buck first gets to Alaska, he does not want to be a sled dog but after learning the law of “fang and club,” he starts to learn how to survive in the wilderness like digging a hole in the snow to keep warm. Later on he leans to enjoy working as a sled dog and that humans can’t always be relied on as in the case of Mercedes, Charles, and Hal. Buck then learns what it’s like to love somebody so much you would do anything for them like he did for John Thurston.

Buck first began answering to the call when he made his first kill which was the lead dog, Spitz and Buck became the dominant primordial beast who had killed and found it good.
Towards the end of the story when Buck was rescued by John Thurston, we learn that due to his heritage Buck looks like a massive wolf and that he has great speed and cunning just like a wolf. When he grows tired of catching small prey like fish, he decides to go after bigger prey which happens to be a bull moose that he takes down on his own. When the Yeehats kill John, Buck no longer has any ties to the humans and joins a wolf pack to live up to his racial heritage.

So in all, the “call of the wild,” is about living as our ancestors did. A dog named Buck answers this call and he answers the call to become one with the wolves. Jack London did make you think about the “call “ really hard and that is what he probably intended.
I can't believe
It's really you
Been so long
You look good
I hear you're doing
Really well
Don't ask me
Let me tell
You how
I've been since
You left
Do you remember
All the times you said
You'd call me
Cause I remember
All the reasons people
Warned me
Now I hear you
Sayin that you
Still adore me
But if think
I'd get back with you
Then you can just
Love me love me
Feed the flames
If you want me
Back again
Burn to the sky
Baby, can you
Play with fire?

Thursday, January 3, 2008

In this world
You tried
Not leaving me alone
Behind
There's no other way
I'll pray to the gods
Let him stay
The memories ease
The pain inside,
Now I know why
All of my memories
Keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be
Here
All of my memories
Keep you near
Your silent whispers,
Silent tears
Made me promise
I'd try
To find my way
Back in this life
I hope there is
A way
To give me a sign
You're okay
Reminds me again
It's worth it all
So I can go home
All of my memories
Keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
Your silent whispers,
Silent tears
Together in all these
Memories
I see your smile
All of my memories
I hold dear
Darling, you know
I'll love you
Till the end of
Time
All of my memories
Keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
Your silent whispers
Silent tears
All of my memories